Bye bye!

I'm down more weight :) it makes me rather happy! 153.4!! OH YA! I'm not eating sugar or starches (bread, pasta, rice, potatoes)... This step of my diet is 10x easier then the first 3 weeks! HOLLA!! Wish me continual luck on my weight loss... 13.4 pounds to go!

Surprise, surprise!!

I just decided.. I love working out! I didn't love it when I tried to lose weight last year (which I did but the meds made me gain it back and then some) BUT back when I was in college, I LOVED WORKING OUT! I think it was cause I was thin and cute and I felt good working out, not discouraged. I tend to feel discouraged sometimes because I'm not seeing results right away. Since I've lost 15 pounds so quickly I feel good about myself, and not discouraged... make sense?? YAY I'm excited to work out tomorrow :)

Am I nuts?

I think I'm bigger than I think I am. I look at the people on Biggest Loser and some weigh 20 pounds more than me and their pant size is smaller then mine... but they look bigger then me. I have issues... so discouraging. I have a huge butt and thighs. I went down to 153.8 but then I weighed myself today and I'm back to 155... I guess it's to be expected when you stop the strict diet and eat a little more. And I'm working out so I could be gaining muscle. But I better not gain any more... AH FAT SUCKS! Why do we have to gain weight? Can't we just live day-to-day with out adding the worry of weight gain? GRR!