It's me.

It's hard to take a pic of myself but I did the best I could. Here is an updated pic of me and my weightloss. I'm scared to weigh myself :/

Frustrated

I really don't know how to lose more weight. I wanna be thin! I wanna look HOT!

I don't know what to do besides what I'm already doing. I feel like I'm working hard but it's just not good enough!

Kickin my Trash

I did the treadmill today. I am training to run the 5k. I pushed myself sooo hard. I wanted to give up so many times but I made myself do it as long as I could and as hard as I could. I still have a ways to go. This might not sounds like much- but to me it's pretty good since I'm out of shape- well, my goal for the May 5k is to finish in 30 mins or less. Blah! A 5k is 3.107 miles. Today I did nearly 2.5 miles in 35 mins. Oye! I CAN DO IT!! I just gotta push myself every day.
I'm scared to weigh myself :o( I PIGGED out over the Valentine's weekend. Shame on me! But I've been better since yesterday. Eating well makes me feel well. And working out makes me feel even better.

5k- Comin my way!

I am going to run at least 2 5ks this year. I know its not a marathon or anything but it'll make me feel good none-the-less. The first one is May 2nd and it benefits Primary Children's Medical Center. I've recruited lots of family to do it with me. YAY I'm so excited. Then the next one I do will maybe be June 13th in Provo-- OR July 25th in Sunset. If you'd like to do any of them with me please let me know but I can't find much info on the Sunset one. I've started to train now. I'm outta shape! But it'll be ok. I'll get there. I'll be able to do it soon enough.

GiDdY uP!

Last night I visited my parents and we ate dinner and made valentine cookies- uh I mean tofukies (notreally)

Any who. My dad says - Are you losing weight? You look great.

Then later my mudda says - You're getting so skinny

YAY That makes me feel good. I love hearing that people notice. It means I really am making progress! I wish I woulda measured my inches because I feel I've lost inches. SO I had back fat before-- not any more! HOORAY! And my face, it ain't a bit rolly like it used to be. I feel like I look like I did (in my waist and face) 20 lbs ago! Maybe even beter!! Yippee skippee!

I weighed myself on Saturday and I had gained 2 lbs (I blame AF). But I weighed myself today and I lost 2 and a half pounds. So I am at 155.2 lbs. Down .4 lbs from last week- thank goodness. AF really bummed me out last week so I'm so happy to be down even that much. But this week I will do great and I will lose more! You'll see!

GOING DOWN

We're all women.. right?

This may be too much information but I'm so frightened to weigh myself today. I was given a gift this week:

And SHE Makes me feel like:

So needless to say- not a good time to weigh myself- I did weigh myself, but like I said, not a good time. So take that as~ I seemingly didn't lose any weight because of my dear auntie this week. There you have it- don't be weirded out.

Just checking in- Still working hard

Well I've been getting even more "wow you've lost weight" comments. So that's a great sign HA! I've been working out daily and eating pretty dang well and so it's been paying off. I will weigh myself on Saturday- my usual weigh in day.